Without even thinking, Winston naturally writes this. His diary entries show that aturally his brain goes to how much he hates the Party and that he does not care what he has to do”Winston is filled with rebellion and has had enough of the Partys nonsense. To Illustrate his direct defiance to the Party, Winston wrote In his Journal “theyll shoot me don’t care theyll shoot me In the back of the neck I dont care down with big brother they always shoot you In the back of the neck I dont care down with big brother” (Orwell 19).
In addition to writing about how much he hates the Party, Winston includes the proles and the possibility of rebellion in some of his entries. In his diary, Winston records his thought that if there is hope, it lies in the proles (Orwell 69). Because of the large number of people that are a part of the proles, Winston believes that they are the only chance of a successful rebellion– if only they knew their strength. Winston explains this In his diary, “Until they become conscious they will never rebel, and until after they have rebelled they cannot become conscious” (Orwell 70).
Pen agrees with the fictional character Winston when he states, “Because the masses are relatively free, whereas his own life is rigourously ontrolled, they could seize the opportunity to rise up and overthrow the oppressive state. The ‘swarming disregarded masses’ could overwhelm the ruling minority If they acted consciously’ (Pen). Winston wants to revolt and Is somewhat frustrated by underestimate themselves. The proles, in turn, will not be able to “achieve the kid of goals Winston has in mind” (Pen). Pen makes a point that Winston wants to rebel even though thinking of it is Thoughtcrime.
The character knows he cannot accomplish anything by himself but does have faith in “large masses” to be successful in an overthrow if they were to try. All of his ideas of the proles gathering to take part in a counterrevolution shows his desire for an across-the-board change where as Julia does not care how Big Brother affects other people. Winston is also very intrigued in the idea of an anti-Party group and the ability to disobey the Party with people of common interests. This is not something that Julia would want to take part in, because it includes a large-scale overthrow.
She only really cares about avoiding the Party herself. Winston convinces himself that O’Brien is a member of the Brotherhood because of how he simply sees the man. Orwell xplains Winston’s thoughts on O’Brien before getting to know him: Winston had seen O’Brien perhaps a dozen times in almost as many years. He felt deeply drawn to him, and not solely because he was intrigued by the contrast between O’Brien’s urbane manner ad his prize-fighter’s physique. Much more it was because of a secretly held belief – or perhaps not even a belief, merely a hope – that O’Brien’s political orthodoxy was not perfect.
Something in his face suggested it irresistibility. (11) Winston is so obsessed with the idea of a rebellious group that he assumes O’Brien is on his side when O’Brien is actually manipulating him. If Winston were not so consumed in finding someone to lead a huge overthrow, then he may not end up how he does with O’Brien torturing him. Julia does not put this much interest into O’Brien and trying to find a force strong enough to overcome Big Brother. Winston, in a way, seems to like the idea of being bossed by O’Brien.
Julia, on the other hand, believed in disobedience more for personal satisfaction and happiness, i. e. sexual acts. Orwell writes about Winston’s’ thoughts on sex, “And what he wanted, more even than to be loved, was to break down that wall of virtue, even if it were only once in his whole life. The sexual act, successfully performed, was rebellion. Desire was thoughtcrime” (68). While both agree that sex is an act of defiance, Julia’s views are still a little different on why people should still take part in these acts: Unlike Winston, she had grasped the inner meaning of the Party’s sexual puritanism.
It was not merely that the sex instinct created a world of its own which was outside the Partys control and which therefore had to be destroyed if possible. What was more important was that sexual privation induced hysteria, which was desirable because it could be transformed into war-fever and leader-worship. 132-133) The logic over sexual actions could also be seen as a reason for the start of Winston and Julia’s relationship. Julia is a part of the Anti-Sex League but admits to having sex with party members “hundreds of times”well scores of times anyways” with party members (Orwell 125).